Phases of Life

Every girl may have gone through many phases in her life which totally changed her lifestyle , her ideas, her dreams and sometimes to a level that she is no more the person she was .....

My life had phases too or in filmy language you call them "twists" .... It started when I shifted from Bombay(now Mumbai) to Mizoram... In mumbai no one knew me ...i was one of the 40 students in the class... very scared , not confident , average in studies ... no one would ever notice me in the class ....but when i came to mizoram, somehow i got some confidence don't know from where ... i used to excel almost in everything from studies to sports ... suddenly so much of attention spoiled me :) .... I think that was the part of my life i enjoyed the most .... i have got all i wanted ... i was no.1 in everything .... i used to play pranks on everyone including teachers and never yelled at ... i remember the time when we have put a lizard pranky in the attendance register and my class teacher got scared that he was about to fall down... everyone laughed out loud... for that second i thought i would taken to principal office but instead he said please don't scare me like this i'm weak at heart... like this so many pranks which even led me once to principal's room but i came out of it untouched.....

Then came college life ... the worst part of my life .. i was again to level zero ...first of all the place allahabad so different from any part of india i have been to ... people wise, climate wise , lifestyle wise... first few months i wanted to run away from there ....the people there only wanted to win some or the other battle everyday ... may it the battle of studies, projects, love, girl... everything there was a competition ..you win it you survive or else you will die... the marks were distributed not only on the basis of the project or marks you have scored it also dependent on the dress you wear , the impression on the professor ... the more you fall on their feet the more you get out of it ... well the same still works in professional life as well ...that was one of the twists in my life ...that life has only given me gloominess ....including the time of campus placements ... that was the time i learnt that even though you work hard .. that's not the only thing which matters there are many other factors one of which is LUCK and other being CONTACTS.....

Then came professional life .......life was more hectic and tiring .. with that also came responsibilities... though the excitement of seeing cash in my own account every month was there ...but obviously it came with a teaching that you have work really hard for it and it's not at all easy to earn money which we used to spend like water earlier....but this was time which was more productive that any other part of life .. you learn a lot .. you come face to face with real scenarios ...be it personal and professional .. and you learn to grow up mentally and become more skilled ... here all your 4 years engineering comes to testing ... you will be tested every moment and there are no semester end vacation either .... for every day leave you take you will be pleading to your manager as though your pleading for your life from yamraj....even when you are ill ...your manager will call you and start "I'm sorry to disturb you ...but this is urgent"... is it more urgent than my life F7^%&^ ...but u end up saying "that's okay i'll be there in 10 mins"... you just can't say NO to manager ... cos they are GOD or more appropriately DEVILS who can take the happiness out of your life ... and they don't know the meaning of "NO" .. they feel that their estimation is the best though they may not even the technologies used in the project .. they may not even be able to spell the technologies ..but they would still go ahead and estimate it ...and who suffers DEVELOPERS (least paid professionals) ... i feel all managers name should be changed to satan... they are only present to take out the good out of life .... suck the blood of developers till they lie dead.......